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Because I know you won’t be reading this, I’m going to use this space to deliberately say things I can’t and afraid of.
I’m sorry, it wasn’t just your fault. I’m a mess, we both are.. but right now I’m needing space to breath - time to wander, time to heal, time to get lost, and be alone.
Life’s just offering me another disaster (a beautiful kind) right now. I’m scared, so scared.. but I need to deal with this - alone, in this way I create less damage and less pain for you/us.
I might be back sooner or maybe never. Hope when we meet again you’d still be the person who creates sunshine in my rain.
I adored your stars, even if it created chaos in my universe. I adored that chaos you created, it made me feel that I’m existing.
I might regret doing this, or might not.
But one thing for sure, those smiles and laughs I had once are real.
Me - who’s looking for a remedy